60 DoSH (Day 11)

I didn't sleep much last night, I know the Lord is at work but am a little apprehensive as to how he is going to accomplish it. Trust in him Joyce, he has never failed you. 

Still feels slightly different going to church on Sunday, I begin to doubt if I will ever shake off this feeling. 
Note to self: Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to carry on despite fear. 

Got to keep keeping on.

The joy of the Lord is my strength #truetalk, I have had to hold on to an inner joy despite the pain I have had to feel and see.

He is not in church again today. You wonder what exactly is going in his head. An inner sense or intuition that all is not well. No idea 

Lord have your way in the life of my heart.