60 DoSH (Day 11)

I didn't sleep much last night, I know the Lord is at work but am a little apprehensive as to how he is going to accomplish it. Trust in him Joyce, he has never failed you. 

Still feels slightly different going to church on Sunday, I begin to doubt if I will ever shake off this feeling. 
Note to self: Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to carry on despite fear. 

Got to keep keeping on.

LOVE NEVER FAILS

Matthew 26:34-35 KJV

[34] Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, That this night, before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice.

[35] Peter said unto him, Though I should die with thee, yet will I not deny thee. Likewise also said all the disciples. 

Peter boasted in the flesh (self effort), hours later he does what he swore not to.

60 DoSH (Day 10)

Thank you Lord three days of not being in my parish feels like three weeks so good to be here.

As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man so are children of the youth Psalm 127:4

Thank you Lord for these little ones, may your blessings abide with them.

Father my arrows will never be a source of disgrace in my family, they are for signs and wonders.

De ja vu

So am in the house, feels strange to be inside after these months. 

I can't help but wonder before things were different I would have been at the house early to help in the planing. 

So much damage, but am at peace because beauty sometimes springs up from ugly scenarios.

A feeling of de ja vu, my baby is happy to be see me, happy to see her too. 

Movie time I watch.