60 DoSH (DAY 30)

It promised to be a good day, I thought I had a plan but things seem to be panning out quite differently.

Walking into church during praise and worship, feels awkward. I sit and try to settle into the service but I struggle. 

I struggle with not serving God the way I would love to.

I struggle with why my heart is struggling with being in church

I struggle with how am going to have to better handle family and church

I struggle with how my heart can play a more participatory role in church 

I struggle with spiritual battles that seem to want to put me out

Lord help my struggles.